In the book, she explains how one "higher-up" told her, "If this guy cares about you at all, he should have no problem being on your television show." Madison explains that she refused to talk about him during interviews, which led to a "major blowout" behind the scenes."One of my favorite producers even told me, through tears, that her boss threatened her with her job if she didn't get me to say his name on-camera," Holly reveals.For now, Madison is celeb sex tape free, but with this roster of men, who knows when that will change?The loves, exes and relationships of Holly Madison, listed by most recent.This list includes Holly Madison's famous exes like Benji Madden and Criss Angel.
I was more concerned with including the anecdotes that made me the most emotional when they happened, because those are the kinds of stories I respond to as a reader," Madison tells toofab about her latest novel."I wanted to share my most embarrassing moments, my most blissful ones and the ones that made me feel angry, embarrassed or sad." One incident that made her feel especially bashful occurred when she was dating Good Charlotte's Benji Madden back in 2009.After having public splits from both Hef and Criss Angel, Holly and the rocker decided to keep this relationship a little more private -- much to the disappointment of her "Holly's World" producers.The breaking point for the couple came when Benji called her up, explaining how someone from her team called "'his people,' asking him to appear on my show. I knew they wanted him on the show, I just didn't think anyone would ever go behind my back to ask." Looking back at her dating life balancing act, Holly tells toofab that it was difficult, in general, to keep the two worlds separate."It was definitely hard to strike a balance because, in my dating life, I wanted to have the authenticity of getting to know people off camera and I was also concerned with keeping my private life private," she explains.